Erskine Lake
A house of guns and swords and mounted game,
The welcome smell of panelled rooms of pine,
The Burgermeisters' home and Tanta's name
I can recall but not the covert sign
Of treachery that lay within those floors.
And O, the garden where we'd run and hide
And pluck the full and ripened fruit, the chores
My father's boundless energies applied
To ease the strain upon his elder kin.
At the age of four we were too young to know
Deceit and fraudulence as mortal sin
And played unconscious in the evening glow,
Wide-eyed saw the fish beneath the dock,
Swam delighted in the fairy lake
Open-mouthed watched the cuckoo-clock
Strike the hour and darkness overtake
The colourscape of sunset in the trees.
I recall the chuckle of laughter in her voice
And uncle's resonant call upon the breeze
To come inside and happily rejoice
At treasures known and new discoveries.
As all grew dark my father joined his friends
And rowed the lake in serenade to please
With music that our nature comprehends.
The residents heard wondrous melodies,
Songs their fathers sang in evening air,
Enchanting us in summer's mellow ease;
How could we know the falsehood dwelling there?
And as they aged, my father by their side,
Never asked a favour in return,
Exhausted from his labours still would ride
At their command to aid but never learn
Until too late their warped and wicked ways.
One day they called him to their cottage home,
Held his hand and told him of the days
Ahead when hunter Death would surely come.
In gratitude they soon would sign his name,
Bequeath to him their woodland dream they must.
Their trickery he never overcame,
The cruelty that used another's trust,
Abused the love he gave with inward glee
Embraced with joy yet offered the fatal blade
Behind a smiling face dealt misery
To those who fell within their darkness' shade.
In all our human perfidy there lies
A greater evil's force that taints the heart
And chokes the growing soul that would arise,
And once ensconced unlikely to depart
Such kindly hosts whose ways have welcomed him
And set a table filled with sin and greed
To satisfy each foul and dreadful whim
Attentive to his dark and lethal need.
Though pain replaced the joy he once had known
So deep the wound of human infamy,
He suffered their betrayal, yet alone
Lost not God's face in our humanity.